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Aaron was supposed to only work a half a day today, but missed the first part of work due to the siezure…Lucas would not stop shaking for a good thirty minutes. He took Jack to school, and then drove me and Luke to the pediatricans and ran to download files for a church thing that was supposed to go out this afternoon, NO EXCEPTIONS. Then we got Joe’s to go since I deffinately don’t feel like cooking, and we picked up Lucas’ RX, and came home. Aaron had to cover our end of the year class party because I just couldn’t make it. I passed out with Lucas crawling all over me pulling my hair and scratching me until my mom dropped by for an hour. I slept a fevered sleep on and off throuhg the afternoon then got up and took a hot shower. I feel a little better, just yucky and achey. Lucas seems to feel much better, but is whiny and clingy. My house looks like a land mine went off in it. Funny how a few hours of neglect looks soooo bad.

Aaron will be working through the night, blah.

The kids are happy they get to eat cereal for dinner at least. It’s a crawl in a hole with tear soaked ben and jerry’s feeling sorry for myself kind of day. I just feel so darned worn down and discouraged. Tell me why I want another baby? Oh yes, I am certifiably koo koo. ]]>

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